It begins...
Tell me banny, FOR THE LOVE OF GOD, when did I ever called fleece a whore??????? And why is fleece still believing that guy and not looking at the actual picture herself?
The only insults I said to fleece were 2 things - and they were not personal insults, but instead, I insulted
her actions. I will attach a short snipped of a long conversation we had in public. If anyone wants to read the full convo, PM me.
http://i66.tinypic.com/t88707.png
I know, pretty childish stuff I said, but that is the only "bad" thing I said about her. I have never EVER insulted fleece PERSONALLY even in private TDN conversations, there is a difference. I have insulted her actions and ways of handling. Don't get me wrong, that is still wrong and it was my mistake, but it's far more *soft* than calling someone a whore, which is ten time more disrespectful. Trying to say "I called her a whore or something" is still not an excuse because the way you are portraying it is far worse than the actual picture and you know it yourself.
So back to the story - fleece comes up to me and says "I heard you have been talking smack to me behind my back". Yes, I have been... privately in the TDN group. But never did I ever insulted fleece personally. All I did was explain in the TDN group how fleece saved cheat from being perma banned from IST and I tried to compare it with my situation, because its pretty much the same thing no matter how you look at it, and it goes to show how admins care for each other but not for their community. But banny, being the kind guy he is, decided to tell fleece what I said in private from the TDN group... Basically, leaking private TDN convos - what an honest guy. I don't know what else you said to fleece in
context to that and I have no idea what lies you said to fleece to get her so mad, but why are you continuing on backstabbing people?
I'm not trying to defend myself, but just imagine for a second, being in my position, where you are the weakest team of IST, being raped 100-0, having the next match scheduled and then all the sudden not being able to play that match because someone is feeling power hungry. I never even had the chance to play with my strongest lineup, involving skaarj, where I finally got to play with him and only to get him banned like a dog.
And also adding fuel to the fire - where I got banned from the servers, from discord, blocked by SAM with no chance to speak to him on DMs. Throwing all the things I did for this community, as little as they are, they matter - Because its not about feeling special or getting free pass, its about respect, if SAM could actually understand it. And like Jigsaw said, this is not military. Maybe next time I need to spread my asshole wider so it would be easier for some people to rape.
So with that situation going on, some of you might suck it up and deal with it, but for me personally, something snapped in my head and my mind went crazy over it and that was the result. But that doesn't matter, right? Because we are supposed to be in the military.